Private?

I know I said I was going to make my blog private but I still haven't decided:) I want to keep my family safe, but I also think making a private blog can be clicky. I have been invited to see blogs of friends and then who knows why been removed - and it hurt me. Did something happen? Did I say something? or was it just a computer thing? I don't know. But I would hate to leave anyone out. Plus, I found a blog a couple months back that I read now & then and it always inspires me. She doesn't know I read her blog, I don't know her, but hopefully she doesn't mind me stalking her blog :) It isn't a bad stalking - it is like me spiritual weekly uplifting read ... She probably doesn't even know that she is touching so many lives. So ... I know I'm not an uplifting blog to read but maybe just maybe somebody else goes through some of the challenges I go through and maybe finding that they aren't alone is a good thing about blogs. So... maybe I will make it private but for now... I'm not going to. Sorry for my last post :) And to those of you who responded I will send you an invite if I do make it private.